Feeling friendship with the Creator is nothing to
be afraid of. In fact, this something we should strive for. You are lucky that
you have developed this strong bond with Him. One of the greatest benefits of a
friend is that you can confide in him. However, there are so many things that we
do not want to confide in the closest of friends. It is only Allah in whom we
feel the confidence to confide everything as a friend. No one is as great and as
strong a support to us than the Almighty Himself. He provides and sustains us,
hears and answers our calls of distress and fulfils our physical and spiritual
needs. He is the rock behind which refuge can be sought -- a haven and sanctuary
for all. His attributes are such that a person feels very comfortable in
submitting himself to Him: He is complete and entire in His being and is above
all needs; everyone needs Him while He needs none; He is a refuge for all and on
Him everyone depends; He brings everything into existence and by His orders
everything is destroyed; He is the Creator and the Cherisher of all and fashions
and sustains everything.
True -- one commits sins: everyone one of us does. But this
does not mean that one should lessen this friendship as a result. In fact, if
one has to overcome these sins, the friendship bond with the Almighty should be
strengthened even more.
So you do not have to feel afraid of this relationship. In
fact, if you can you should enjoy it and also feel privileged – because not
everyone reaches this enviable position.